I was afraid that, someday, I will stop loving you so I kept that feeling inside of me, I realized I was losing you, that I almost got over you and I didn’t want to. I wanted to love you forever. I love you now. I kept everything inside of me, I cried every night. I used to go to our old place and just sit there for hours and be thinking of you, of us… You know, I never knew what went wrong. Was it something I did? If it was why didn’t you tell me? Well, you can tell me now, I’ll listen to you, I love when you talk to me, even though you didn’t for a very long time. Those 3 years were a hell of a ride for me, you know. I literally begged God on my knees to bring you back to me just one more time, JUST ONE MORE FUCKING TIME. I remember when you begged me not to go. You took my hand and didn’t want to let it go. I turned my head so you couldn’t see that I was falling apart. I wanted to stop hesitating and just kiss you and hug you but I couldn’t. It’s been 3 years. That was my biggest mistake ever. It’s been 3 fucking years and I’m still here, I’m waiting for you honey just say you’re coming I’ll be waiting for you, I’ll forget everything that you did to me just come back. Please, just come back before I fall into pieces at all…